Learning what Naked Feels Like

Do you ever have those dreams when you’re going somewhere (class, party, dinner, etc..) and you have everything with you except clothes – you’re naked?  No. Really – ok then never mind…

I was running super late this morning so I ran outta the house without coffee. THAT IS NOT GOOD – as in, you don’t wanna be around me if I haven’t had any coffee, sad but true.  I stopped by Starbucks and while in line I noticed I forgot to put on my proposal band. I did not like the feeling and all of a sudden I was sick to my stomach.  I wasn’t sad.  I wasn’t mad.  I don’t know how to describe what I was feeling. 

Since getting engaged (Dec 12) I have never walked outta the house w/out my proposal band and yowza did I Feel Naked.  Not to mention my day has been quite frusterating – not a bad “stay in bed” day but more like “I wish I took a personal day” day…

I can’t stop wondering if my day would be going different if I was wearing my proposal band!?!?!?  Its like "the lesson is wear your ring always and you will have great days..." Which is ridiculous because I am pretty sure before we got engaged I had some pretty great days with zero rings on my finger…

This is me learning what naked feels like - I don't like it. End of Story.