My wedding journey thus far has not been all sunshine and roses. Nope it hasn’t. My blog posts have, of course they have – I’m planning a freakin’ wedding for cryin’ out loud. A party about everlasting love!
This journey is nothing I envisioned. Nope its not & that is totally ok because why would it be. We all have an idea of what we ‘think’ this journey will be & if it doesn’t match our vision then the whole world comes crumbling down. Not for me – if its not like what I though it would be then its not – I am over it. What I am not over are the emotions. The anger. The disappointment. The sadness. The loss of control during a time when I want and need it most. In a nutshell - I am not over the feelings I now have as a result of trying to get over what I though I could.
Are you confused? Read it again – slower.
Without going into details (this is not a pitty party) the one thing I will share is this - - at this very moment T-87 days I think this sucks PERIOD.
On the flip side, my bachelorette & shower are next weekend and I am looking forward to those - - - & - - - seeing my mom =)
Writers Note: wedding planning does not suck and this journey of mine does not suck, day T-87 sucked as inner emotions collided.
Writers Note: wedding planning does not suck and this journey of mine does not suck, day T-87 sucked as inner emotions collided.
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